Growing UpGrowing Up 2-26-08 Admiration lingers Hanging like a leaf on a tree; The tree that is my life.Growing Up
This jealousy created, Sprouted from seeing the qualities That is all that I want to be.
Angered I become, This yearning for perfection, It kills me inside.
Flying through the paces of the life A sprout makes it way into the world, Growing towards the light, The Sun that keeps it alive.
Looking daily for a hint of hope, A hint of good, calm and tranquil Looking for that which will bring me peace, The sprout of a new
Reflection of Merely SilverThis Reflection of Merely SilverReflection of Merely Silver
Look into the mirror The mirror of life What do you see?
I don’t have a reflection There is no one looking back No one to care
Why? Why is this?
This person that peers That ganders That looks
Is not worthy to see Not worthy to be Who he is
For he knows, He knows why This image not seen Not apparent, Transparent.
He knows that if he sees If he knows If it shows, What has become
The truth will be told &n
The Fear of AssumptionThe fear of assumption plagues my every day My every tearThe Fear of Assumption
The words I say
To fear you assume
Is the fear I soon Realize That brings me to gloom
I am gay. Hear what I say.
It’s the fear that does play On and during every day Torturing in everyway
Creating the tears down my face They fall a fast pace I’m behind, I lost the race. This river I cry Comes from the sigh Comes from the try That I try
To try not to force this false lie
For have I gone astray In the way
CL 205Released from the haven May a better day reach you, you're Anguish from the day dissolved Caressed from the soul Never to return under care from He And the positive lingers. Devious feelings toward others a lie Revealed are the causes, the causes to cry Ever, never, after these days to cut Deciding on happiness, but the pain in the gut Envy and manCL 205
